Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Sometimes...

 Sometimes it just seems so unfair that someone elses lose would be our gain. In order for our dream of becoming parents to come true, someone else will loose their precious child. When I think of it that way, the pain is crushing. I don't want to cause pain to someone just so that my dreams can come true.  It makes me feel so awful. Why should I profit from their pain? Why does it have to be so hard? I don't know, but I do know that God is in control, and I can trust in that. His way is not our way. May His Will be done in our lives, and our precious future children's lives.
 Winter is here in WI. And I'm trying hard to be grateful for the little flakes that drift down, and the wind that is so cold it hurts. But, I'm really longing to feel some warmth on my face. I guess a warm house and a cup of chai tea will have to do for now!
 ~Esther